another day... another thought

ok so its been a while...

in the last week, i have been inspired by song. i told you about writing an article based on luther's dance with my father again... i did. i shall share with you soonish. i am still a bit shy about it. (yeah right!)

today, it seems i am getting even cheesier by the minute. i was trying to think who was the most important person in my life and surprise surprise another tear jerker sprung to mind. i thought about the song 'wind beneath my wings'. there have been so many variations of this song and i think i have lost track of the original but it really got me thinking about a lot of things. i will share within the week, i promise.

but for this very moment what am i thinking about? i am thinking about the fact that people underestimate love and its meaning. i just wrote something about that (again i will share soonish) and i admit that i sound like such a cynic in that note (it wasnt intentional). i just believe that a lot of people claim to love or be in love without actually understanding the responsibility attached to practising that emotion with its truest intentions. what is this insomniac rambling on about? .... all in due course but in the mean time, tell me this, do you really really really love someone? yes? how do you know?

heartprints

Heartprints

its my life, casual or not as usual
but I take you with me
could be dust and rain
or gold and gain
and moments engulfed by these
the fees I paid for
choices I rejoice in
or when human foresight has paid me not great

yet it never stops
I move on as life pauses not
new creations, new inventions,
new souls, new moments, new dreams
it seems…

but for you in my inner circle
who but cycled life with me
for thus you grew the way you knew
yet traversed still with me

should we be dissimilar or not
or have familiar ways or not
you reside with me always
for your eyes and your smile
for eternal miles
your words and your soul and your whole
are imprinted in my subconscious

for so life dictates,
wipe as you wish
still heartprints are permanent

eternally therefore, I take you with me!

growing up

hhhmmmmm... random thoughts...
i wonder how our upbringing affects our relationships in life generally?
what do you think guys?

and ' breathless' is out of my head now. i have two songs stuck in my head today. mariah carey's melt away (dont ask.. totally random, right?) and jennifer hudsons (did i spell her name right?) spotlight.

so you want to read something totally soppy? see my next post.